I can .... can I ?

I feel a lot of types of ways ... not vulnerable ... I feel strong ... but it doesn't feel good ..I feel strong ... but its like ... I can't feel my feelings anymore .   I desperately need a new start .. Carrying a lot of excess baggage ... from...

Remember ....

Hello people .. To all my friends here .. I'm really sorry for having disappeared just like that ... I have my exams on for the next two months ... and if i do tolerably well .. I go to college .. if i don't i will have to do it over .. another year...

Angry Confessions :/

So ....  At present I am sullen with deep guilt ... and kind of irritated too ...   Sometimes anger can take over the best of our wits  .... and we can end up really hurting people that we love so dearly and those amazing people tend to forgive...

I Told You !!!!!

So my dreams did mean something !!! Yes they did !!!!    One very important thing that i realize ... its like that feeling ... for example when you've burnt your hand before and then you almost touch something hot again .....

Why Dreams ??? Why ???

I had just convinced myself that I have moved on from certain things (and that I have ) ...  but guess what ... when I'm finally trying to get back up .... I have this weirdly perfect dream of something I would love so much but can so not be true......

Realizations ..... You're Amazing ...

If you've heard (rather read) any of my recent rants regarding how awful i feel ... then the last one was probably the last one ... i'm going to make a forced concious effort to stop behaving like that .. i'm not fine ... i agree .. i'm not going to...

When you feel completely miserable ....

I am as fed up of my complaining and whining as you are ... but at present i am not able to figure out what is leading to what in my life ....   I used to be so good at my job ... But now i feel really depressed with things ( i really don't want...

What The Hell Am I Doing !!!

So... lets get some things clear real quick !  What do i feel about things at present ? Why am i in the complete mess that i am in ? The reason is really simple and i know it. (hypocrisy ... look at me call it "simple" .. i meant its simple for me...

Lets do this !!!!!

Okay !!!! I've been working on somethings to fix them and i still don't know how far i'm succeeding .. but i'm trying for sure !! So now i find myself in a better situation than earlier ... htet is as far as wwork is considered ... the other things.....

I don't know .....

Hmm ... I know this is just anxiety .... maybe .... but I have an intuition about something not too pleasant to happen .... Trying my best not to think about it .... but even after every conscious effort to gather things up ... and trying and trying...

With an endless hope... I walk ahead ...

Hi !! Just took a break from what i'm working on ... and i felt the need to write again particularly because i think this blogging thing is making me more positive than i have been lately ... and the best part is that you can work a lot better with a...

The apt description

Heya ! So now other things have started to matter. I'm working really hard towards what i should be and this is 15 minutes of introspection ... Things are not easy and its way more difficult to handle myself than things around ... Upset ?? No, not...