I don't know .....

Hmm ... I know this is just anxiety .... maybe .... but I have an intuition about something not too pleasant to happen .... Trying my best not to think about it .... but even after every conscious effort to gather things up ... and trying and trying again ....

 

I still feel that every positive vibe is accompanied by a negative one ... every 'yes I can' comes with a 'just maybe' every 'things are going to be fine' surrounded by millions of 'what ifs '....

 

Just that sometimes I find myself completely justified for either doubting myself ... or the situations around me ... the latter to be more anxious about .... 

 

Not sure how far the positive efforts will take me ... but I don't see any other option... 

 

Lets hope ... for I don't know what .... 

 

# superwomanrocks

 

P.S. confused and frustrated ... 

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Comments (11)

  1. cristellanishimwe

    You just spoke my mind and life out!!! I wouldn’t have said it better

    September 30, 2015
    1. superwomanrocks

      I guess we are going through a similar phase then …. but we’ll be fine

      October 01, 2015
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  3. wirelessguru1

    What if you know!

    October 01, 2015
    1. superwomanrocks

      Hehe .. best answer to my ‘I don’t know ’ whining .!!
      Well yes maybe I do … but can’t stop doubting myself …
      And yes as I said millions of ’what ifs ’.. yet another one

      October 01, 2015
      1. wirelessguru1

        I always offer the best answers.
        There is no doubt in/on My mind…

        October 01, 2015
        1. superwomanrocks

          That was blunt … no doubts is equivalent to not thinking enough usually

          October 01, 2015
          1. wirelessguru1

            On the contrary. It means that My thinking is very sharp and very focused…
            But if you think way too much, then your mind program will get way too crowded with a bunch of junk and BS!
            In other words, way too many irrelevant “what if” statements…

            October 01, 2015
            1. superwomanrocks

              This is how it probably is … I’m not too confident about myself for reasons best known to me …. But you appear to be over confident…. I believe a little bit of humility takes one a long way

              October 01, 2015
            2. wirelessguru1

              A long way where!?

              October 01, 2015
            3. ClodaxXIII

              He’s quite right, you know. Lack of confidence, floods of thoughts breaching the dam of your resolve, and uncertainty of oneself is all part of a normal stage in life that we all must go on to perform. No scripts written, no hints or inclinations, only the setting and the plot will guide you. It’s not enough, and most of the act must come from you. The audience is looking, expecting your words, your actions, and you can’t find a single thing to say, and that’s okay. You will grow into an amazing woman, and you will become so much stronger and adept than you think. I’ve been there, and some days I return, but keep at it, and life will bring forth new promise.

              November 04, 2015
  4. superwomanrocks

    Thanks

    November 04, 2015