When you feel completely miserable ....

I am as fed up of my complaining and whining as you are ... but at present i am not able to figure out what is leading to what in my life ....

 

I used to be so good at my job ... But now i feel really depressed with things ( i really don't want to but i do ) ... So is it that i feel depressed because i'm no longer good at things ... or am i no longer good because i feel depressed .. or both ? 

 

Over the past few weeks i've tried to change this ... i thought maybe because i'm not working hard enough ... so i put aside everything that disturbed me or that i thought depressed me ... and really worked hard ... but still the same ... i'm sinking deeper and deeper in this everyday .... 

 

Is it because i don't like doing this ?? I don't like my kind of work ... should i be doing something else ?? I still have time before i go to college ... i can prevent a lot before its late ... but what else if not this ?? Do i not like this field or do i not like anything at this moment ... 

 

The more i try to get out of this .. the more i get stuck in it ... 

I realise that maybe I'm too young to say this .. and i have my entire life ahead of me ... but at present i see life shattered in front of my eyes ... and i don't know where i should start gathering up from ...

 

I don't want to be this depressed person anymore .... i want to be me .... in every possible way ... the happy me ... and i want to do what's right .... i want to get back up ... If only i knew what was right for me ..... nothing is making sense ... i have never been more confused 

 

 

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